Hello everyone ;u;

~BORING STUFF~
So happy after seeing some of your lovely comments on my new work and page and all the sweet notes you have sent checking up on me I could cry! Honestly.. never have a met such amazing people ;w;
I am working so hard, after work i feel like the time at home relaxing goes by so fast and its already time to sleep for the next working day.. Its horrible, but the extra money has been amazing! Me and Ryan have been doing so much together! Going to dinner, going out for lunch, shopping, going to the cinema. AND ive been spending more time with my parents because my dad now has a car we go to places me and ryan havnet been able to go to.. LIKE IKEA! that shop is just the BOMB! I could live in there XD lol
Anyways as depressing as the week is (with work) I look forward to the weekends so much!

~UPDATE~
So anyway the update...
I dont think i will ever be as active as i once was on here, Before getting this job i didnt do anything so i had lots of time to be here and draw, but with work and spending time with my mum and dad and going places i just dont have time xD its a good thing! I feel anyways
None of you know this but close close friends.. Before my parents got back (while they were away for three years living in South Africa) I slowly sunk into depression.. i didnt even know till my parents got back! Its weird. Truth is not having them here was killing me inside slowly. I had no one here.. except Ryan of course, and when he was away down at London for business trips or helping his mum i felt completly alone.. this led to me suffering mildly from panic attacks. I became a different person.. its actually so scary thinking about it. I slept most of the time, i didnt do anything except sit at home, i didnt want to go out or do anything, i cried alot and i paniced when i was alone... it was a scary time, i felt so lost and alone and really not myself.
I am so happy to say IM ME AGAIN! I am so happy! i am so energetic I WANT TO GET OUT AND DO THINGS! I want to eat ALOT ( too much ) I want to try new things and i just want to jump up and down with how amazing i feel ;w; I cant explain how great i feel right now.

Anyway i am back, but im not going to be as active as i once was Im too busy enjoying life at the moment I really hope you all understand I know you all will! I lost three years of my life IM GETTING IT BACK!

I will still draw and i will ALWAYS be here on dA cause i love my little dA family *group hug guys* ; w ; <3333333 I think i might invest in some copic markers and start some traditional work too. OH also i will no longer be taking commissions, i have realized that i dont find it fun... at all.... In fact its part of the reason i almost stopped drawing! Im drawing for me and me alone because it is what makes ME happy! I love drawing for me and drawing what i want to draw when i want! Most fun thing to draw is gifts for awesome friends So i appologise in advance that my gallery may soon be completely covered in gifts for everyone i love dearly ;w; but of course i will still draw fanart and my ocs ; U ; as you can tell im SUPER HAPPY *cant stop smiling*

*tries to stop smilying but cant* HAHA

Seriously have to go to sleep now, its late and i need to attempt to get up in the morning... damn you 5:30 morning wake ups.. -_-

LOVE YOU ALL! expecially my super close close friends (you know who you are you beauiful people you *I have you all added to facebookz )

_{Special thank you to *Ribbonheart and *xxEmiChanxx for really being there for me though the rough times, i cant begin to describe how much you mean to me, how much your being there ment for me at that time. You helped me more than you know. We talked alot and you were ALWAYS there when i needed you most. I appricaite it guys *glomp hugs you to the floor* <333333333333333333333333333333333333}